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  I wouldn’t want to disappoint him, I guess. I launch into a diatribe about how ridiculous everything at Normal was, from the hologram teachers to the rusty lockers to the idiot calc students to the disgusting vomit-colored walls.

  He’s quiet for a moment. Then he asks, “So what really happened?”

  “Nothing.”

  “Oh, come on. You don’t expect me to believe that for a second. Not with that look on your face.”

  I go to my default — not saying anything.

  “Were the other kids nice?” he asks gently.

  I shrug. “They were just kids. I mean…there was this one guy in that sorry excuse for an art class. And…in the hallway.” I rush the next sentence. “But I wouldn’t say he was nice.”

  Dad looks at me, crinkling his eyebrows into a questioning expression.

  “I don’t know. Whenever he looked at me, all I wanted to do was leave the room. It’s nothing. I’m just moving seats next class.” Or skipping class. Or moving classes altogether.

  “Doesn’t sound like ‘nothing’ to me.”

  I grimace. “Yeah, well. That’s what it was. Nothing.”

  He still watches me, but now he’s got this weird smile.

  “What are you grinning at?” I say, and my cheeks feel hot.

  I look down at my tablet where I’ve been doodling during our whole conversation. The whole stupid screen is covered with letter Es.

  I glare down at it and swipe it blank. “One good thing, though. I think I saw Mr. Hoffman there. I think maybe he took a job at Nelson.” I clear my throat. “Um. Or something.”

  “No. I know for a fact that he won’t be at Nelson High this year.” Dad’s voice is gentle but firm. Final.

  I look up at him, raising my eyebrows. “I saw him. He was talking to the principal. At least, that’s who I think it was, and…”

  “Merrin,” he says firmly. Dad never interrupts, not anyone. I narrow my eyes. “Merry Berry,” he corrects, immediately back to his old self. “I just know he won’t be there.”

  “Well…okay.” That reaction from Dad was so weird, but it’s hard to keep the impatience out of my voice. “Do you think you could get him to tutor me or something? He was helping me with Orgo.”

  Mom and Dad glance at each other, and my chest squeezes again.

  “They don’t even have real teachers at Normal, Dad. They’re all remote, holograms, and their lectures were ridiculous. I did all that stuff in class last year.”

  Dad squeezes Mom’s hand. “We’ll work something out.”

  He sounds reluctant, and something seems off about the way he looks at Mom. My chest falls.

  Science phenoms like me are usually headed for a career at the Biotech Center — if they’re Supers. That’s really all I want to do — experiment with chemicals and formulas I’ve never even dreamed of, help make the Supers’ lives better. Develop stuff to make the whole world better and maybe help myself while I’m at it. But Ones, and certainly not Normals, don’t work at any of the Hubs — security and all.

  The horrible Nelson history class was really just the last straw. I’m applying for the internship because I can’t help but think that maybe I’ll be the One who changes things. A One who can actually change herself. But I can’t apply without Mr. Hoffman. He’s the only high school science teacher I’ve ever had.

  I cast my eyes down at my hands, which I shift around on the counter, trying to find a position to fold them into that’ll keep me from punching something, or at least a comfortable place for them to rest. That place doesn’t exist.

  I bang the rickety screened garage door open and take a deep breath when I see it. My dinky little drum kit. My promise of relief.

  Playing the drums works when I’m angry, or when I’m desolate, which are pretty much my only two emotions, so that’s pretty much all the time. Which means — damn, I’m good.

  I trip down the three concrete steps into the half of the garage reserved for me and my drums. Dad always parks his car out in the driveway, no questions asked.

  I have an old twirly office chair to play on because that’s the only one we could find to adjust high enough for me to play. I check the feet — all the way down. I grin because it means my veiled threat to Michael and Max not to mess with my freaking drums didn’t go in one ear and out the other like it normally does.

  I actually never mind when the twins mess with my drums since the set is so haphazard and cheap — $500 used and four years into my abuse to boot. Besides, at 10, the boys are still young enough to be cute when they know they’re in trouble.

  Doesn’t excuse the fact that, at five foot three and growing like weeds, when they try to play my drums, they adjust them up. Then I usually stomp in the house, mess up their hair, and yell at them a little bit. Then I buy them cones from the Jet-Freeze down the road when they apologize.

  I love those water-walking monsters.

  I shake my shoulders, trying to loosen them, surprised at how creaky they feel. I’m sure it’s because I’ve got a ton going on inside me, and I honestly don’t know what to make of it. New school. New Merrin, maybe. One who’s not scared of everyone and hiding it by being pissed off and banging on the drums so loud that no one dares come near her.

  When I feel that rumble down the back of my neck, skittering across my shoulders, my hands itch to play. I crank up the speaker, and it screams out something heavy metal, fast and angry. I let my right foot warm up to the rhythm of the bass for two bars, and then my arms pump furiously, beating the crap out of those poor tired snares and cymbals. I’m going to have to give them a damn retirement party if I ever get a new set.

  After three furious songs, the tightness in my chest has loosened, and I finally feel like I can breathe again.

  I listen for the giant cricket that’s made the back of the garage door track his home for the last few weeks. There he is. The sun must finally be setting. Time to practice again.

  FOUR

  Today, I’m looking forward to driving myself to school. A quiet morning drive is one of the few things besides my drums that can calm me. The car glides along the narrow road, and I breathe in deeply, taking in the sunrise, which is gorgeous even through the windshield. One good thing about living in the country is that there’s lots of open sky.

  Superior, Nebraska, is a tiny town situated right above the Kansas border, almost exactly in the middle of the United States of America. Cornfields and the wind turbines that live among the stalks line the roads as far as the eye can see, and millions more ears of corn live here than people.

  Two miles north, in Nelson, there’s one bar, one movie theater, and three restaurants, two of which are sad steakhouses. Nelson is centered on the same things it’s been obsessed with for decades: 4-H and football. But on the Superior side, it’s a whole different story.

  Superior is the home of the Biotech Hub for the Super community of the United States. The money its inventions bring in from the United States government alone could fund more tech-advanced schools, movie theaters, and restaurants than the small number of Supers who visit and live in Nelson could ever want. It’s kind of a shame that most Normals would rather die than set foot in a Hub-centered city — most of them are completely freaked out by Supers. Even though there are no formal structures or laws in place to keep them apart, everyone knows that Normals and Supers don’t mix.

  I’ve always thought that was weird. Supers are everywhere, and everyone knows it. People with powers are technically mutants, but everyone here calls them “Supers” — much more flattering. Mom told me we don’t really have all the genetics nailed down yet anyway, and “mutants” suggests there’s something the Hub can do, something they can manipulate about the genetics.

  She assures me there’s not. I asked her almost every day from sixth to eighth grade.

  At the Biotech Hub they develop new vaccines, medical supplies, and foods for the general world population. At least, publicly. I know Mom has something to do with mapping the Sup
ers’ genomes and genetic research. That’s what I want to get in on, too.

  But Dad’s happy to work in the part of the Biotech Hub that manufactures toothpaste. There’s no hope for power or notability there, but he likes it that way. And after all, it’s certainly a better fit for him than the Warfare Hub, down in Texas, where the Supers design weaponry, or Intelligence in DC, where Supers do all their society-helping good by way of dangerous spy missions. And even though he’s a do-gooder, he’d really hate working for the Social Justice Hub in California, where the Supers spend their days coordinating rescue missions, conflict resolution, relief efforts, and other stereotypical hero stuff like that. He wouldn’t want the attention.

  I’m different. I wouldn’t mind being recognized for doing something good.

  The sun’s gorgeous watermelon and orange display distracts me so much that I almost don’t notice when Nelson High comes into view. Day two.

  One of my first priorities at Nelson was finding the smallest desk in the most secluded corner of the library, which really should be called a study room since it doesn’t have any books anymore. That’s where I hide out whenever possible — especially lunch. Every morning, I remove the wrapping from my brownie or pastry and repackage them in quieter bags.

  Today, something makes my stomach churn, and as I eye my schedule again, I realize what. Tuesday is art class day. Hopefully this won’t be as awful as last Thursday.

  I shake my head. What was so bad? A cute boy trying to talk to me? I need to get a grip.

  I duck into my corner of the library and start working problems in the organic chem textbook I found on one of the download catalogs back here. It’s familiar, and it calms me. My mind runs through the questions like a computer, loving the rhythm of each one. Characteristics of a compound in: IR, NMR, visible spectrometry, mass spectrometry. Impurities. Stereochemical configuration. Next compound. Repeat.

  They haven’t stored paper books in here in decades, not since the Forestry Conservation Act prohibited printing them even for commercial purposes. This corner of the library still has a couple of creaking metal shelves where they once sat, providing me some kind of cover in the otherwise open study area.

  All of a sudden, I hear one of them rattle slightly, followed by muted footsteps on library carpet.

  I startle, nearly jumping out of my seat, and have to command my body to be heavy. No one comes this far back into the library.

  “Still spending your lunch break studying, I see.” A voice, soft and gravelly, comes around the corner a split second before I see him. Mr. Hoffman stands there, smiling his warm, encouraging smile.

  I close my lips against a gasp — I feel like I’m looking at a ghost. I wouldn’t have expected to see Mr. Hoffman at the grocery store, let alone looking for me at Normal High.

  After an impossibly long second, I say, “I thought… I thought you were…”

  “Gone?” he finishes.

  I nod, a grin flooding my face. Mr. Hoffman is the only teacher who ever put me through the paces in science class. I’ve needed that so badly here.

  “I left my position as a classroom teacher at Superior High, yes. But I didn’t leave Superior.” He smiles. “How are you finding the classes here at Nelson, Merrin? I suspect they’re not as challenging as you might want them to be.”

  “That’s an understatement. Science is way too simple, and history is…weird. Did you know they don’t even have real teachers?” I clear my throat, trying to control my smile. “Will you be teaching at Nelson?”

  “That’s part of the reason I’m here. A school full of teachers is expensive, to be sure, but impressive students like you, Merrin… Well, you thrive on individual attention. So, my entire job now is to work with you.”

  My eyebrows go up.

  “And other students like you, of course. Here, at Superior and across the whole area.”

  My shoulders relax down the tiniest fraction, and I sit up straighter. “Like me? You mean, Ones?”

  He nods. “Like you. Smart. Capable. Driven. Dedicated. You’ve always wanted to work at the Hub, right?” He smiles warmly. “This is your chance.”

  “The Hub?” It’s a serious effort to keep my voice at library volume. I should have known he had an awesome new job. “Oh, right!” My hands shake as I get ready to ask him. “I’m applying for the summer internship. I need your recommendation… I mean, if you can give it.”

  Mr. Hoffman pulls up a chair and sits down across from me. He waves his hand in the air. “No need, Merrin. Your name’s already in the running. Every student I’m working with is considered exceptional enough to be automatically considered.”

  Everything seems to spin a little. I don’t know exactly where to look or how to sit in my chair. Besides the fact that he looks more polished today — crisp white shirt, blazer, and shined shoes, as opposed to his SHS-standard blue Oxford short-sleeved shirt and khakis — he’s still the Mr. Hoffman I know. The same Mr. Hoffman who stayed after class to help anyone who needed him and whose eyes lit up when he talked about the freaking Periodic Table. He wouldn’t have ditched the students there for just any job.

  He picks up the corner of his tablet cover and lets it slap down, over and over, for a few seconds. “Don’t look so surprised, Merrin. Right now the internship program is only for Supers, but President Fisk wants to change these things. He sees potential in Ones. He believes in what you can do. And with that brain, Merrin… I told him. You’re at a college level of study without too much effort. Considering Ones for the summer internship is a great place to start the change.”

  “Yeah. I guess I thought… I mean, I’m smart,” I say. “But I’ll never be a Super.”

  Yes, I will.

  Mr. Hoffman shrugs. “President Fisk believes you can do anything. You’d be an asset to us, Super or not. My job right now is to put you through the next level of testing.”

  “I thought there was just the one application,” I say.

  He pushes his horn-rimmed glasses up his nose. I smile. If anyone at Superior High wanted to do an impression of Mr. Hoffman, that’s how they would start.

  “This year, we’re taking everything more seriously, Merrin. Raising the bar. You do think you can find the time to meet with me regularly over the next few weeks, don’t you?”

  I nod, my heart jumping. “Oh, yeah. I mean, it’s only lunchtime. My friends will barely miss me.”

  Mr. Hoffman nods and looks at me, his expression unsmiling and intense. Not like him. “You should know that this is under the radar. If the board knew we were preparing Ones to work with us… Well, let’s just say they’d never let us continue. Ones are still not as welcome at the Hub as we’d like them to be. So I don’t want you to tell even your parents, Merrin. Or anyone close to anyone working in the Hub. It could put them in a very…difficult situation.”

  I nod, look down at my hands. “Okay. Yeah.”

  Something about the idea of not telling my parents makes me nervous. If I’m so great, why should I be kept secret? If it’s a new era, what is the Hub ashamed of?

  But then I think of the weird 3-D teacher projections in the classrooms and how the most important thing at this stupid school seems to be who’s on what sports team. My chest feels tight, and I struggle to take a deep breath.

  Mr. Hoffman watches me expectantly, waiting for me to say what should feel obvious to me — that I’ll go along with this plan, no matter how top secret I have to keep it. He’s so familiar, right down to the faint smell of the licorice he always kept in a barrel on his desk for the students.

  I lock my fingers together and lean forward so my elbows rest on the desk. “When do we start?”

  FIVE

  When the bell signaling the end of class rings, I head out into the hallway to join everyone else. My chest feels tighter the closer I get to my locker. I get there, swipe my print, and open it in peace, but then I feel it.

  An anxiousness, a humming feeling, inches its way under my skin. The feeling, warm
and buzzing, builds up in my shoulders, gathering in my muscles. The energy begs to get out.

  I slam my locker door shut, knowing Elias is going to be waiting there behind it. Yep. There he is, with his infuriating dimple, the one that makes my insides melt, standing there without flinching.

  “How did you find me?” I realize a half-second too late that the question assumes he followed me here. So now I’m saying he is either a creep or way more interested in me than he probably is.

  “My locker is next to yours. Fifth period art and all. That’s how they’re arranged.”

  Oh. So he didn’t follow me. He was just going to his locker. I am a dumbass.

  He sticks out his hand, and it sits there in the air, waiting for me to do something with it. “Let’s try this again. Elias. Elias VanDyne.”

  “Related to…”

  “The famous VanDyne twins? Yeah.”

  The VanDyne girls were seniors when I started freshman year back at Superior High. I don’t know a lot about them, but I do remember their stunning almost-identical faces framed by starkly different hair, the same flawless skin with a spray of freckles, strong jawlines, and eyes sparkling with life. He does look a lot like them.

  “I didn’t know…”

  “They had a brother? Yeah, no one back there at SHS does.” He smiles a little. “No one back there cares about Ones.”

  My heart stutters. He’s a One, too. “So…you never even got a chance at Superior Public?”

  He shrugs. “I fit in fine here. I’m okay.” The fact that he’s smiling shows me he thinks he is, but the catch in his voice tells me the opposite.

  No One could be totally fine, no matter how much they think they are. Not in Superior, Nebraska, with the Biotech Hub practically in our backyards, for sure.

  He’s wearing a thick gray hoodie with a giant N on the breast, looking pleased with himself. “What are you, the freaking quarterback?” I mumble.

  His eyes widen a bit, his smile fading for a second, but then he raises his eyebrows at me, not mad and walking away like he should be.